Big sis...
What are you doing?
Thank you.
Here, here, here!
One more time, one more time.
Here we go!
CRYBABY PIERROT'S WEDDING
Subtitles by FURRITSUBS
Here you go.
What's wrong?
Mom, I might return home late tonight.
Okay.
Why? You going somewhere?
I'm not telling you anything!
I told you, I'm working until 5!
Not really your job but it's about you being a Pierrot, right?
There you go again.
It's not a Pierrot, rather, a clown!
You're still an apprentice, though.
Anyway, when work's over, I'll come straight to you!
You have my full support since this had always been your dream but don't make us wait!
Do you understand?
Are you listening?
Seriously!
This is more than a sudden change of plans.
Hold on and support me for a little while longer!
Give me a break!
Sorry!
I made you wait!
She's here.
Do you plan to go there dressed like that?
You're sitting over there since you made us wait!
You stand out too much.
So, how do I look? Weird? -You look cute!
How much did the clown apprentice make?
100 yen.
It's at least 200, right?
Woah!
Hey, will you let me change my clothes here? Please?
Off we go!
On the way we go!
Hey! Thanks for that!
It's freaking hot.
Your hair's undone.
Thanks.
You got a lot of people gathered here, haven't you?
This is practically an association between my colleagues.
Hey, you arrived!
It's been a while!
Where's he?
Come on! Took you long enough to get here.
There he is.
Oh!
What?
Oh, it's nothing.
You can't eat that! It hasn't been grilled well yet.
Okay!
This gut here is Yosuke Akiyama!
Where's your honorifics? I ain't giving you any meat.
Because I carried out a lot of stuff with me, accompany me, Nanami.
Lemme help.
He's completely rude to the core.
You mean, Yosuke?
Well, he can be nasty sometimes.
Seriously? You don't have a boyfriend?
Even when you're this cute.
I totally do not have the time for that.
Why?
You busy with work?
Yes, because I wanna become the best clown there is.
What? What'd you say?
Clown. That's my job.
You know what a Pierrot is, right?
-Pierrot? -Thanks.
In reality, a clown and a Pierrot are two different things.
The ones you see in a circus are clowns.
Clowns seem to be more friendly to look at.
I guess, that's where the name came from.
I heard you're still an apprentice, though?
What?
I heard you started just three months ago.
Nevertheless, I'm a professional. I've earned earnest wages from it.
Then, lemme see what a tricks a professional like you have up on your sleeves.
Fine.
I'm sure you can "juggle", can't you?
Yes, of course.
Hey!
Are you okay?
Thanks.
Feeling depressed?
Not really.
I just wasn't feeling well today.
I guess, I can complement you for doing it instead of running away from it.
Who do you think you are?
-Let's head back. -Come on! It still hurts!
At least, lend us a hand.
Here.
This is the worst.
Looking at you makes me exhausted.
Here.
Come on! Your feet hurts, doesn’t it?
Here!
Hurry it up!
Here we go!
You're seriously aiming to become a Pierrot.
I heard.
Clown, I said!
[A/N: Gosh. Here it comes again. Me and my hopeless romantic wishes. I want a piggyback ride, too!]
Kanami!
Aunt!
I brought this peach for you, Auntie.
Come eat watermelons with us. They just came a moment ago.
I'm home.
Welcome back.
Welcome back, dad.
Hey!
Welcome back, uncle. -Hello there.
Does it still hurt?
Not anymore.
That tall guy... Is he always like that?
Yosuke?
Yeah, him.
You should probably give up on him.
What? What're you saying! That's not what I--- -Yosuke...
...he may be good looking and is kinda popular...
But, he's never gone out with anyone that lasted long.
Sorry. My mouth ran off.
I told you, that's not it!
Really?
No way!
What?
Dear?
Hey!
Been looking at your progress for a while now. You ain't getting good at it, at all.
No one told you to help me out.
What I want to do is up to me.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8...
You haven't developed at all.
Hey, relax a bit more.
You're not breathing at all.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14...
It's not working at all.
Really! Why can't I do it?!
Aren't you gonna drink anything?
I'm so sweaty again.
How did you come to think of becoming a Pierrot?
How many times have I told you? It's "Clown"!
Even when you're really clumsy.
Ever since I was born, it has always been my talent to make people laugh.
You're such a liar.
I'm not lying!
Even if it's clear or cloudy outside...
...you're still busy as ever.
There's a beautiful motto that clowns have.
"All for you."
"It's my pleasure."
"Anata no yorokubi wa, atashi no yorokubi."
I think that's a mirror of people's hearts.
If you have an uncomfortable look on your face, you make people feel uncomfortable too.
If you have a smile on your face, people will repay you with a smile too.
Aren't I right?
"It's my pleasure," huh?
What? You're not laughing at all.
Behold!
I will put this on my head!
That didn't make me laugh.
You will, if the clown was me.
A clown makes people laugh. Their laughter paint a smile on my lips!
Are there any jobs out there that can surpass this one?
Thanks for helping me out today.
Hey!
Laugh!
What?
I can't! That's a waste of energy.
Come on! Just laugh already!
Come on! Can't you? Can't you?
You met with him, didn't you?
But, he hasn't contacted me ever since then.
Did you call him?
Of course, I did.
Always goes to voicemails.
Maybe he changed his number?
Could he be mad?
What'd you do to him?
I tickled him.
...under the tree.
It's gonna be fine!
But, what if he's really mad at me?
Really. What should I do?
Yochan.
I've been worried lately since I haven't been seeing you around here.
What have you been doing?
Juggling.
I got addicted with it.
I mean, you're still young.
You could at least be engrossed in one thing.
It's not a good thing.
Akiyama must always take his illness seriously.
You can't underestimate it.
Even taking a bus to get here takes a toll on him, so he mustn’t neglect his body's health.
There's no next time.
Got that?
I heard you came all the way from Iowa?
It's a one hour trip to here.
The road there is also sandy.
It must be hard on you.
What a shame to this hospital. Situated so far up in the mountains.
Kasumoto-San, please do not say anything necessary.
Yosuke!
What? What'd you come here for?
No need to hide it away from me.
Also, I want a drink.
Is it okay?
I mean, they say it's a taboo but it doesn't mean I can't drink.
I'd like to go out drinking with you soon.
You still go to the hospital until now, don't you?
Of course, for dialysis.
I see.
Isn't it a burden on you to always have to go there?
I've gotten used to the bus.
I must say, there’s this old man in the bed besides me...
...he really talks a lot.
Though, he makes things comfortable.
Don't they have a television screen in your ward?
Just commercials.
Commercials?
Ads for a beer.
Makes me crave to drink it.
Seeing that right in front of your eyes makes you wanna go out there and work, you know?
I get scolded again.
This other day, I heard you accompanied Kanami on her juggling rehearsals?
That girl's seriously clumsy.
She doesn't ever progress.
You could at least respond to her messages!
Did you tell her about my illness?
Should I have told her?
You always say it so yourself.
Whenever women takes a liking on you...
...they retreat once you told the about your illness.
Oh, stop your yapping.
Why do you always avoid it?
Putting up your defenses?
Telling them not to get closer...
That you can't fall in love.
It's my way of introducing myself.
Then, why didn't you tell her?
You intend on keeping it from her?
You think that once she finds out, your chances in finding love might plummet to zero?
That won't happen.
That's the kind of girl...
...Kanami is.
Women are seriously terrifying.
Do you even understand them at all?
Yeah. A lot of them used to chase me around.
It was my only problem.
You liar!
The other party ends up liking me even though I can't reciprocate her feelings. It's really hard.
Just one word of kindness from my mouth, and women would be swooning all over me.
Aren't you using your memory to your advantage?
I was really popular in my younger days.
Women kept chasing me so I end up tossing them here and there and I kept running away from them...
And right now, I'm single as hell.
In the end, you're all alone!
Keep silence.
There are other patients in this room.
Okay.
Seriously, you guys seem like you're on a school field trip.
As I thought, being alone is best.
Even if I had someone, I'm still lonely.
Now that I'm alone, it's lonelier.
It's Hakushu.
Unlike you, I have my literary knowledge.
I don't get you.
Even if I had someone, I'm still lonely.
Now that I'm alone, it's lonelier.
If we both believe, it will come true.
If you believe on your own, it's wishful-thinking.
Just Maki, huh?
Yes, hello?
Hey, where are you off to?
I haven't told her anything about your illness.
Take Kanami home.
I gave her over to you without complaints.
No one asked you to.
I leave her in your care.
Hey!
Hey, are you listening?
Why doesn't he answer my calls?
Does he think I'm emotionally heavy for him?
Or maybe... I'm too annoying?
Wait... maybe he thinks I'm stalking him?
After all, I don't know about how I feel for him...
If he hates me in the first place, why must he always act so kind around me?
Seriously, I've had enough!
Why the hell did I end up liking him?
Why do you keep on standing up for quite a while now?!
From which part did you hear?
I didn't hear anything.
I lied! When I said I wash it after three days, I was lying! I wash it everyday!
I told you, I heard nothing!
You heard what I said, didn't you?
If you did, then answer me.
I guess, the last trip has passed.
Hey, let's call a taxi for you.
I said, the bus' last trip has passed by already.
Answer me.
I'm sorry, but...
I can't go out with you.
I'll wait here until morning comes.
What a handful you are...
Place your ear over here and listen.
That's the sound of my blood.
Blood?
To keep my blood flowing well...
I had an operation to have my veins and arteries connected.
So, you hear the sound of my blood like a waterfall.
See? It's bulging from my skin. Feels gross, doesn't it?
Ever since I was young...
...my blood doesn't flow so well.
For the recent days...
I took a dialysis thrice.
So...
I can't travel.
Working is hard for me, too.
I take the prescribed medicines, though.
I see.
With my body this way...
I was told...
I wouldn't live long.
Nothing good happens if you stay with me.
That much is nothing.
"That much"?
Sorry for putting it that way.
But as long as I can be with the person I like...
I'll be fine with it.
What do you mean by "that much"?
Didn't I apologize already?
Listen, whatever you say, I don't plan on going out with anybody.
Going out with you would be a bother.
Don't ever...
...call me again.
You got that?
1 MONTH AFTER
Doctor.
Yes?
What happened to the guy beside me?
Is he taking a different treatment?
Kasumoto-San...
He was brought in here in an emergency.
He had fatigue due to moving so much.
When he arrived here, he was far beyond our reach.
He wrote a memo for the last time.
I believe it's for you.
To be honest, even I couldn't read it that well.
How would I understand this?
Isn't this for his family?
Kasumoto-San doesn't have a family.
He's always been alone.
I took a crash course...
...and finally got my driver's license.
I passed the test on my first try!
She drives cautiously, though. Afraid she might make a wrong move.
Be quiet for a while.
With this, I will be able to drive you all the way to the hospital anytime.
If there's anything you need, tell me!
Anyhow, I won't give up on you!
Who asked you to do all that?
After all...
...it's hard, being all alone.
Don't get it the wrong way!
I teased and picked on you because you came around, being the funny girl you are!
Don't get over your head!
Who do you think you are?
Don't fuck with me!
You know nothing at all!
Nothing at all!
I'm dying, you know?
I'm dying.
Kanami...!
Let me go!
I don't want you to die, you idiot!
Don't you ever say that!
Why are you the one who's crying?
Sorry...
I hate crybaby's.
Don't call me a crybaby.
Your complexion has been looking good, recently.
Really?
As if you fell in love.
Wait, why are you following me around?
I heard from the nurses.
Don't you have a cute female driver taking you here?
You did great.
The doctor who's been looking after me since before.
Thank you for taking care of him.
No, not at all. The pleasure's mine.
It's that, huh?
What?
I won't be scared anymore.
What's with that look?
You're planning on tickling me, aren't you?
What?
I'd like to start being pantomime first.
Looks good! I'll give that to you!
I can't. It's the only one you have.
This is my weapon.
Take good care of it.
Your weapon, huh?
Doesn't this place feel great?
Yeah.
Do you genuinely think so?
Of course, I do!
I wanted to take you here.
I went here with Maki and my family before in the past.
I've always dreamed of holding a party here for celebration.
What celebration?
If you don't get it, it's fine.
Hey.
What now?
Don't be in a rush.
"Your happiness...
...is my pleasure." Isn't that what you said?
I'm way more suitable to be a clown.
Hey, don't you run away from me!
You see... What? Why? No way!
In sickness...
And in health...
No way! I'm scared!
What do you mean you're scared?
Are you really fine...
...being with me?
Of course.
Marry me.
Yes.
Get over here. Hurry.
I'll put it on you.
Your left hand.
The size isn't exact.
I knew I chose the right one---
You can do a better explanation than that.
What?
Sorry to burst your bubble but I bought that for a cheap price.
An engagement ring is still treasure!
Really, you...
Just joking! This is more than enough!
Let's live...
...together.
This is...
...from Yosuke.
Oh! Then, we'll take it with us.
I'll help you.
Mom...
I'm really worried.
It's Kanami we're talking about, so it's going to be alright.
How about his parents?
Yeah, they came over last time.
You know what?
I saw Yosuke's albums when he was still a child and he looks so freaking cute!
Makes me wonder how his parents raised him up to be such a guy!
You're getting married in less than a week, huh?
Didn't think you'd become a wife...
...before me.
Didn't you know Yosuke back in highschool, though?
So what?
You sly one!
You are so selfish.
After all...!
You know what?
I was really a bit scared.
You and...
...him.
Looking at the both of you together.
I thought that he's going to take you away from me.
Kanami...
Congratulations on getting married.
This is your last performance as a Pierrot.
"Clown."
What's the clown's motto again?
"All for you..."
"...it's my pleasure."
Okay!
Now, go!
Are you okay?
Yosuke.
Yosuke!
Let's hurry!
Will the family member please stay put here?
Yosuke?!
Mom?
Yosuke!
Thank you for looking after him.
Reiko.
Akiyama-San.
For this to happen...
We are really...
Please, don't say it.
Even when, they were supposed to get married tomorrow.
It's Yosuke we're talking about so I'm sure he'll be alright.
Kanami is with him.
Yosuke?
Your performance...
...did it go well?
Yeah.
Oh, right.
Look at this.
Why'd you arrange the room like that without my say in it?
Because it provides a much bigger space.
You can't place the books that way!
What is?
This one.
She changed the arrangement of my books.
If that's how it's going to be, I won't have any room for my books!
The start of a married couple's life together, huh?
You are lucky to have such a wife.
"Wife," he said.
Don't get it over your head.
When things are better, I'm thinking of holding the wedding ceremony soon.
When will Yosuke be discharged?
Doctor?
His blood circulation is getting problematic?
We were able to get him his consciousness back but recovery will be difficult.
From now on, the worst scenario...
...won’t be avoided.
If blood circulation is disrupted...
At that case, the first few parts of his body that will get affected...
...are his feet fingers and hand fingers.
Time will pass by eventually...
...and he will be met with death.
Though, based on the results of his examination...
He is need of an operation.
An operation?
What operation is it?
In order to save him...
...other important matters must be discussed.
I'm sorry.
I and Yosuke...
...are still indecisive.
I'll ask his parents thoughts about this.
I see.
Doctor.
Yosuke's not going to die, right?
Then, that much won't be a problem.
That much?
That much.
After all, I...
...I have decided that whatever may happen, I will always be with him, every step of the way.
There's a lot I need to settle.
Before that, I need his signature.
Go home already.
Don't wanna.
Going back to a house without anyone makes me really lonely.
Well, as long as you're here, you won't be doing anything without my permission.
Oh, right. This one.
Weren't we going to fill this up and submit it after the wedding?
So, fill this up, will you? Okay?
I can do that after I get discharged,
You see, I keep telling everyone in the hospital that "I'm Akiyama's wife" and such.
Isn't that the truth?
I want to be your wife legally and officially.
Okay, okay.
Leave that there.
Fill this up, okay?
Don't forget, okay?
Being with you tires me out.
You're tired? Let's head to sleep, then.
Please follow me over here.
Oh, right...
In other words, you mean, difficult decisions must be thought of now, right?
Missus...
I am so sorry.
Just moments ago, results have arrived.
Unfortunately...
His body...
...is no longer able to handle a surgery anymore.
What do you mean by that?
From now on...
It is expected that you must await...
...the worst case scenario.
Reiko.
Are you okay?
Let's go.
When my wife calms down...
...we'll come back as soon as possible.
Yes. I'll be fine.
After Yosuke left home, I believe he's always been alone all this time.
Right now, with you beside him...
I am happy.
Excuse us.
What's left to do now?
There's the discharge and the wedding to think about.
Yosuke. I'm coming in.
Here.
I can't beat her.
What?
Kanami, huh?
Yes.
She's gotten way stronger.
Strong?
She...
...even right now...
...I'm sure she's silently crying somewhere.
After she met me...
...she's always been just crying.
That's not true!
It's because I told her that I hate crybaby's...
...that she's forcing herself to smile.
I keep on making her cry...
After I'm gone...
I...
...will only make her go through that everytime.
Yosuke, you're acting weird.
Have you gone weak?
When you get out soon...
...let's go out somewhere with everyone else.
I'm no longer scared...
...of dying.
It's just that...
After I'm gone...
She...
...might cry every single day.
I...
...just...
Yosuke?
Wait, Maki hasn't arrived yet?
What's wrong?
I give up.
I quit the wedding.
Let's break up.
The marriage contract is empty as it is.
We can still pull back.
We're not calling it quits.
We're never breaking up!
Then, will you break up with me for my sake?
That's sly of you to put it that way!
If it means driving you away from this room, I'll say anything to make you go!
Stop it!
I'm begging you, Kanami!
Looking at you makes it so hard for me.
I'm beginning to hate the me that's becoming disgusting.
I'm not listening.
I'm begging you.
Please...
...don't make me suffer anymore than this.
Yosuke is making me feel like an idiot.
Beating around the bush and avoiding his responsibilities.
What is he thinking?
He thinks so highly of himself!
He even easily misunderstands!
Still...
I do love him...
Right?
I don't know just what to do anymore.
I don't get it. I know nothing at all!
However, for now, I want to see you put on a smile no matter what!
Thinking of Kanami?
Hey!
What do you think are you doing?
Didn't I tell you I'm taking you out on a walk?
Don't butt in!
I will be borrowing you for a while.
It's pointless.
What is?
I'm sure we're going to where Kanami is, right?
Onwards!
Let's get going!
Wait! Be careful, you guys!
Okay.
He's on his way.
Very well, sir.
What do you think are you doing?
Come on! I'm aiming the camera at you so show at least a pleasant face!
The heck...
Come on!
Just what is this all about...
Didn't I tell you I was breaking up with you?
That's why, this time, I'll do the proposing.
Wait.
Okay, go.
Yosuke Akiyama.
Please marry me.
You think that by doing this...
...would make me live a little while longer?
If you didn't tell me this was fate, I would have given up.
It'd be a disaster to pull things back now after all the preparation you did.
That's why I have people around taking videos of us right now.
Because if you rejected this proposal I planned, it'd be a total failure.
I was even planning to distribute it to everyone.
Then, I would have the people all over the world laughing over this epic fail.
Are you laughing?
You laughed, didn't you?
Listen, Yosuke.
Let's go create more memories, okay?
We're both overthinking each other a bit too much.
Let's just make memories.
Lots and lots of them.
To the point that we won't have enough time to cry.
But...
It's just that...
Louder. I can't hear you at all.
Okay, fine!
Hey.
Yeah?
Since when did you start liking me?
Start liking you?
I started liking you when we had that barbeque party.
Then, I fell in love with you way longer before that.
What?
I fell in love with you...
...at that park.
The times I went on my way to the hospital...
...always passes by in one blink of an eye.
Ever since then, my days became colorful.
You were still holding on to this?
You did say this is your weapon, right?
Thinking back on it now...
...we've made a lot of them already.
Memories, I mean.
It's not enough.
Let's make more of them.
That's right.
Let's create...
...more memories.
After that...
It was only a matter of time...
...that we'd be able to spend our time as a married couple.
We told each other "I like you's", didn't we?
Yeah.
After that, we told each other "I love you's", right?
Yeah.
What do you think comes after that?
What do you say after "I love you"?
Don't you already know the answer to that?
You know, I...
If I haven't met you...
I wouldn't have thought of wanting to be alive so badly like this.
Thank you.
What are you saying...?
Time of death: 6:12 AM.
Our condolences.
Y-Yosuke...
Yes?
Doctor?
It's been a while, Missus.
Umm...
This arrived at the hospital yesterday.
It got delayed a bit.
I'm gad to see you're doing well.
I'll take my leave.
"All for you..."
"It's my pleasure."
"Your happiness is my pleasure."
Your happiness...
...is my pleasure, right?
An engagement ring is still treasure!
Really, you...
Just joking! This is more than enough!
Let's both live together, okay?
The size still isn't the right one!
Seriously! Yosuke, that rascal...!
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[A/N: Finally got this one done! Been way too overdue but it's finally completed. Anyone cried in here? There's flood.]